ocg's Diaryland Diary

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crossroad

It's been a while. The gold has lapsed.

I write to remember, I write to reflect, I write to work my inner shit out. I'm realizing that if I want to be truly honest in my writing, this particular 'diary' will need to end as my only forum for writing about my reality, or at least will need to become a more superficial, "Here's what's going on in my real life" type of place, as not all of my thoughts (or at least many of the ones I would like to write on) are ones that I am willing to share with family and certain people that know me in real life.

And that sucks.

And makes me feel guilty for having feelings that I can't be open about, especially with those that are supposed to be closest to me.

And so, I think I'll be doing more writing elsewhere. Anonymously. For now.

If you think you might be one of those people that I wouldn't mind knowing my deepest darkest, which is where my writing has been heading, then email me, and I'll let you know where to go.

4:12 p.m. - 2005-09-13

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